小時候 你想要什麽
我要一臺大大藍色的飛機
帶我環遊世界
到地球每一個角落
在藍天白雲中穿梭

而長大以後 我想要什麽
我要一臺小小紅色答錄機
和你一起錄下
喂 我們現在不在家
藍色變成紅色因為你
柴米油鹽菊花茶
一滴一滴都是幸福在發芽
月兒彎彎愛的傻
有了你什麽都不差

小時候 你想要什麽
我要一臺大大藍色的飛機
帶我環遊世界
到地球每一個角落
在藍天白雲中穿梭

哦 長大以後 我想要什麽
我要一臺小小紅色答錄機
和你一起錄下
喂 我們現在不在家
藍色變成紅色因為你
柴米油鹽菊花茶
一滴一滴都是幸福在發芽
月兒彎彎愛的傻
有了你什麽都不差
給你快樂無論白天黑夜
握緊雙手就算刮風下雨
我就是要你
要你待在我身邊
保護你直到永遠
柴米油鹽醬醋茶
一點一滴都是幸福在發芽
月兒彎彎愛的傻
有了你什麽都不差

月兒彎彎愛的傻
沒有一個理由
活的那麽復雜
有了你什麽都不差

很想告诉你

能欣赏你的眼睛
能看见你的微笑
能付出一些的时间和力气来帮你，是值得的
不管问题烦恼又多大，能疏解分解，看着你无烦恼决解而变开心，是值得的
能握着你的手
能和你在一起，我的世界就十全十美了


我会耐心的等待

回忆

最近去金马伦

虽然已多年没去，但金马伦的变化不大

经过以前那家公寓

就怀恋以前和家人一起的回忆

我想，人总是想起以前的快快乐乐的

这次的TRIP

又有了新的美好回忆 

希望有一天有机会一起分享这个的美好回忆 =）

你是爱自己的女友，还是只想跟她上床 ？

你是爱自己的女友，还是只想跟她上床 ？

曾经有一个女友

我们相恋了10个月

每当她打电话给我

一打就是一个多小时以上

和我同床共枕

但是

我们除了亲吻和调情之外

一直没有发生什么

她曾经要给我

我也想、也很冲动

但我拼命克制住了

我觉得我没有100%把握能守护她一辈子

我怕她的命运会因今晚而改写

怕她以后的老公会嫌弃她、欺负她、怕她以后不再幸福

她泪流满面的拼命吻我

后来我们因为种种原因被迫分手

但我们爱过我已经很知足了

看了许多朋友的关于如何处心积虑的得到女友的身子的帖子

对比一下周围发生的同居之后分手的情况

我想对男同胞们说：

要是你真的没有把握守在她身边一辈子的话

男人请不要进入你的女人的身体!

我知道可能会有很多男人骂我、鄙视我

但我是真的想说如果你要骂我

只能说你并不是因为爱、而只是为了性

估计骂我的都是存心不良的吧?

被我说中心中的龌龊想法了吗?

我不知道那些骂我的人是怎么想的?

顺其自然的人只能说明你还没有真的爱她

没有为她的以后着想

所以如果你们没有把握在一起的话

那么请不要把自己最宝贵的第一次给不是你爱人的人

因为

任何一个人都会希望爱人的第一次给自己

请珍惜你爱的人

真正的男人

应该是一个为自己负责

也为别人负责的人！ 

（希望每一位看过的朋友都能将本文转发一遍，以唤起更多朋友的责任感）

---只想“SHARE”，没有其他意识

没有

哈哈哈，终于可以使用自己的“茅厕”了!
har? 为何要这么说呢？
因为在10月20日，隔壁“房友“忘了unlock“茅厕”，就跑去女友家过夜。
楼下的朋友也把楼下的茅厕也锁了
拨电话给DANISH House，但在电话另一边的家伙说已经很夜了，
无法开门，叫我明天才在能”救“我。。。Zzzzzz
walao...换了你是我，你会感到什么？一整天不能使用，不。。。使我不能享受”茅厕“的"美“？
haihzzz...害我要一整夜忍尿，忍“生意”，不能能冲凉，不能。。。
咳不能上茅厕是很辛苦啊
啊訇亚。。。不能忍啊，都流了汗，一整夜的“水"都要流出来

只能驾车去ABC “嘛嘛店” 作“生意”
作完后，开始担心明天要怎样。。。
幸亏有一位“英雄”来救我，明天一大清早让我使用X的Facility.
Thanks "hero" :)

HOLIDAYS II

Mon 11 Oct
Eat, Sleep, House chores.

Tues 12 Oct
Eat, Sleep, House chores.

Wed 13 Oct
Eat, Sleep, House chores.

Thurs 14 Oct
Eat, Sleep, House chores.

Fri 15 Oct
Results were out, but weren't excited to check about it. Maybe affected by the fact that i can't play gta iv.
Turns out, the my semester results was surprisingly good, apart from cbm, which i got a C. Haih..
Tasted homemade bah kut teh made by my uncle and aunt, not very good...but at least it was better than the ones at kampar.

Sat 16 Oct
Drove back to kampar. Ate McD at kampar.
Fish burger was “缩水”...so small... 囧
Played Episodes from Liberty City
Sun 17 Oct

HOLIDAYS I

Fri 1st Oct:
Saw this on my way home:

lol, I'd never seen kids waiting at petrol station for buses.
maybe this is a common sight in small towns.

 

wobbly road...wobbly.....                                          beautiful day to drive, too bad my car ain't a convertible

Sat 2nd Oct:
Futsal with secondary school mates, learned a few things that day
1) I lost my basic defending skills and caused the team to lose 4 matches and won once.
2) I am a tad bit shorter than the others.

Sun 3rd Oct:
When to AEON bukit tinggi, freaking huge mall in klang, to meet an old secondary classmate, haven't seen her in years!

<---freaking huge isn't it? :)

but on my way to this said mall....

up down left right JAM!!!!!!!

ARRFHAHFAHHFHAFDA

At night

went to Sunway pyramid to meet some classmates cum dudes from foundation studies

Dined at Tony Roma's with...a dude...ZZZ...damn gay, with a beautiful view by the window, overlooking the lagoon, with fireworks lighting up the night sky, how "romantic"....damn lennon! haha

Mon 4th Oct:

Watched Football matches

Fetched Vincent from school

Tues 5th Oct:

Distributed questionnaires. Dang, only got 7 respondents. The shoppers must be shy, maybe because i was as handsome as this guy 

anyway, did gained some valuable feedbacks from those who participated in the survey as well as some experience.  

Fetched Vincent from school

Wed 6th Oct:

Fetched Vincent from school

Saw an accident as it happened right in front of my eyes as two motorcycles collided at high speeds from different directions. Luckily there were no serious injuries.

Thurs 7th Oct:

Started to get the itch to buy original version of GTA IV

Fetched Vincent from school

Fri 8th Oct:

Itchy, wanted to buy original version of GTA IV

Fetched Vincent and his friends from school.

Celebrated belated mooncake festival with my brothers and kids from next door. 

 <--and I made this =)

Sat 9th Oct:

Went to Klang Parade and found out that the original version of GTA IV went as low as rm140 after discount! HOLY! 

Futsal, lost all 4 matches, 2-1,2-1,2-1 and 1-0. 

When out to eat Thai Food with uncle and his buddies

Yuck...altho the food is authentic in flavor and recipe, but I clearly I knew my stomach wasn't designed to eat 

Thai food...especially Tom Yam Goong...really "Yam Goong"...

Found out that my family went out shopping without me, hence did some houseworks to cure my "home aloneness". 

Sun 10th Oct:

Went to pyramid again and bought GTA IV, but can't play the game in offline mode. And the chinese shopkeeper clearly couldn't be bothered to help, and said: what OS?  install yourself. 

After that, me and my buddies went to dine at a Taiwanese restaurant at pyramid and yum cha at Secret of Louisiana, a Cajun cafe overlooking a lake at PJ. That place was romantic, too bad i was with a bunch of guys...damn sad. 

30/9, had one of the most enjoyable 2 hours and 20+ mins I could ever had. 

I really brightens up my day and felt a sense of fulfillment. 

Really got that irreplaceable feeling. 

I wish it to experience it everyday. 

God I wish most days of the week were like today.

Time flies so fast, with a blink of an eye, I've concluded my 3rd year 1st tri-semester.

Looking back, academic wise, it wasn't the best. I've pretty much became a lazy bum. 

Heck, I became a serial procrastinator, despite knowing the fact that my CGPA has dropped to 3.08.

I've just concluded my semester finals on Tuesday. CBM was the hardest paper I've ever sat for and I couldn't finish my paper in time. Gesus! I hope I still can get a damn B- for this friggin paper. 

If not, I blame examination venue! 

Man, the examination department placed us in the same venue with the IT students. 

Totally ruined my vibes and moods. Worst still, she wasn't in the same venue with me. 

Ah! No mood at all. 

Dang...

Don't even be me started on the exam paper....So hard

I hope we could pass this subject...well not pass...I will settle for any grades, as long as it looks and feels and smells like a B. 

 

能跟你一起吃饭，就好像和
能和你一起聊天，我心情变得顺畅
能和你一起出街，开心
能和你一起。。。


not very good in expressing in mandarin
all i can say its, words can't describe my happiness when I am with you

always wanted to say this

一个碧海，眺望和蓝天

在心里面就淡了一些

天使从眼前出现

我看了你最温暖的笑脸

好时光都被空气因为有限

我学着不去担心得太远

计划太多又勇敢冒险

丰富地过每一天，快乐地看每一天

Wooh~ 第一次遇见你进入EAP班

有什么烦恼多被你的微笑溶解

我感觉我懂你的特别   
                                         

你的心有一道墙

但我发现一扇窗

偶尔透出一丝暖暖的微光

就算你有一道墙

我的爱会攀上窗台盛放

打开窗我们会看到悲伤的融化
我们会闻到幸福晴朗的芬芳

14 months

不知不觉已经认识你十四个月了，也和你相处了那么久。
虽然不在以我要的身份来和你一起相处，但这对我来说不是个伤心事。
因为和你相处时，一看到你的微笑，我心情平静，开心，任何烦恼都消失了。

也许你要时间来接受我，我明白。
因为对女生来说，爱情是个很重大/pure/innocent的事，在爱情上也容易的被伤害。。。
所以你需要时间来考虑，到底我是否有资格加入你的生活。
我明白，我也不想给你压力。

相反的，我也要慢慢的了解你
才知道怎么去关心你，
怎么去照顾你，
怎么去守护你，怎么避免伤害到你
怎么去爱你。

我会顺其自然，做应该做的事，慢慢的等你，希望有一天可以我们会有一起的日子。
但现在最重要的是你要开开心心的过日子。

读书的最高境界

那是读书的最高境界？

她说，一边读书，一边看MOVIE

他说，一边打机（ＣＣ），一边读书

假设：林＊＊一支手打ＤＯＴＡ／ＬＥＦＴ四ＤＥＡＴＨ，一边读ＣＢＭ。。

哦原来ＧＡＰ　ＡＮＡＬＹＳＩＳ是这样算的

他说，一边吃饭，一边读书

他说，是睡觉时梦到读书，考试。。梦话都是睡觉之前背的东西

她说，一边冲凉，一边念书
假设：一支手用肥皂来。。（还是不要讲，有点色色），
一边拿着ＣＢＭ　Ｎｏｔｅｓ

他说，一边“做大生意”，一边读书。。。ＹＵＣＫ

而这位家伙（不是本作者）说。。。一边xxx，一边读书。。　ＺＺＺＺＺ　

my goals

academic goals

• a cgpa of at least 3.3

career goals

• get a job at a mid-cap bank a month after graduation
• climb as high up as possible in the corporate ladder
• at least a supervisor of any work group in the corporate ladder

financial goals

• independently buy a car by 24/ or least afford to pay the down payment for a car
• able to financially support my immediate family by 25
• financially stable by 30
• able to afford brothers' tertiary education  
• afford to make a down payment for a home
• buy a bigger house

Family, filial duties

• being able to take care of my aging parents
• being able to support my brother Andrew
• teach sister how to drive a car
• make breakfast for family
• buy two laptops for brothers
• play MW2 multiplayer LAN with brothers

personal goals

• fall in love

personal lifestyle goals

• learn to swim
• learn to play guitar
• learn to sing 
• learn how to cook properly
• learn how to cross a ball
• learn how to make a proper sliding tackle without injuring myself

• visit Old Trafford
• visit Amsterdam with friends, especially bike riding in Holland
• visit Paris
• visit Shanghai again

...least I have motivations in life. 

半桶水/pua tang zui

CBM
chicken biscuit management...也许这课是我在大学以来最大的挑战？！

gosh, it would be great if i can get help from others.
clearly i am only a 半桶水(hokkien) in this subject

.....半-通-水-。。。这三个家伙，
arghhhhh 老豆阿，老豆。。。为何当初您对我说这三个字，
您知道这3字在我脑海里留下很深刻的印象吗？。。。

我知道您对我的希望很高
我知道您不要我想您以前一样
您要我比您更加好，更加成功
BUT。。。您忘了一件是
。
。
。
。
。
。
。
您忘了赐我您的科学和数学理解能力，bo bian。。。
每次又考不好。
说回以前事，我还是有点胆量，每次都大胆的告诉您: " Pa, biology/physics/chemistry/additional mathematics pretty easy today, I am pretty confident that I can get at least a B for it." or "Pa, I got B/B+ for biology/physics/chemistry/additional mathematics!" 哈哈。。。

咳，其实呢，我只拿到。。。”西“减-/迪/迪/F弗 (add math 超难啊!!)
怕让您失望，不要让你担心，所以呢，只好骗您的“感情”；没有给您看我的成绩册


在语文课方面
english又不比您CHIM，
马来文有不您PRO,
福建话。。。您满桶水，而我呢 。。囧。。。半通水
————————————————————

老豆啊老豆，您有要我考到HONOURS。。西吉啤叶 3.5
鸡野，哇好难啊。。但不用担心，我会TRY考到3.5 或接进3.5 啦      =）

T4

once again, my beloved varsity did something none of us could have prepared for. At a rang of a phone to our class rep, we suddenly find ourselves as flexible structured students. My god, who in their right mind wanted to change us from fixed to flexible structure? Worst still, we are in our remaining two semesters together as a class. I am pretty frustrated and sad when received this piece of news from our shell-shocked class rep.

You see, I am really not so happy because with the thought of our entire class disbanded into few large groups. Our friendships were made during the course of these years together. I can't say on behalf of others but I really value my friendships with everyone in this class, even thought at times I didn't treat some of them with the best I can offer. Honestly, I even managed to made them unhappy at times. But what I like most about this class is that every single one of YOU pretty much forgiving for my pass transgressions and even concerned enough of inform me of my mistakes. Besides that, whether you guys and gals realized or not...are indirectly teaching me how to be a better person. For me, those were the bestest things you guys and gals could ever did for me. I am deeply grateful for it. Apart from that, I think for the past years, the ups and downs we shared together made us stronger and closer (although this statement might sound a bit cliche /铅板, but that's what i wanted to say). It might be naive to say that I couldn't find better people like you guys. So the thought of us spending some of our varsity life apart dealt a huge blow to my heart. 

On the bright side however, this made me much appreciative, x1000times more and even hopefully made us closer than ever. I know we will still go hang out together. Share laughters and etc.   

On the other matter, I will....least we still can meet each other in some classes. Hopefully, things will remain awesome or even better between us. (no speculation please).

Friends forever T4. 

Regards 

Dave

p/s just my expression. 

this has been the 4th consecutive night that i have dreamed about you.
although these dreams were pleasant, but I wished they were real.

羡慕

每当在街上遇到情侣

我就会像那些小时候一无所有的小孩子

羡慕的眼神偷望着他们俩

很羡慕。。。

羡慕他们俩，能握着手

羡慕他们俩，有说有笑

羡慕他们俩，有爱有昧

羡慕他们俩，有双方的温暖

羡慕他们俩，有双方的鼓励

羡慕他们俩，有背对背支持

羡慕他们俩，能互相分享生活上的酸甜苦辣

羡慕他们俩，一起过着日子

好羡慕。。。

希望我有这一天，这个机会

握着你的双手

和你有说有笑

有你的温暖

有你的鼓励

有你的支持

有你的体贴

很你一起分享生活上的甜

有你一生中的陪伴

初恋红豆冰

Watched this movie last night, alone...but that's not the point (i guess; would have been great if I could watch this rom-com,爱情片 with someone)...

Anyway, this movie pretty nice and managed to make me shed a few tears because I felt I can relate myself to the movie's main plot: Botak trying to confess his love to 打架鱼. 

You see, a few months back, I was a bit like Botak, all "budak budak kampung" in certain aspects of my life. I was very shy back then. Wasn't brave or 主动 either. And these "characteristics" became apparent when it comes to love. I have been admiring and habouring this love toward a gal for the past 13 months. I still can remember the very first day of the new June semester she stepped into my life . 

Initially I thought it was just a random feeling of (what's the word to describe this feeling?) for her. But as time moves on, I realized this was not just a random feeling, added together a sequence of pleasant and painful events later, I realized I have actually fallen in love with her. But as mentioned earlier, I was shy, wasn't brave and initiative either. Was it because of my upbringing? Was it because that I did not 帕托/paktor before? Was it because 我很少和女孩子来往? Maybe, maybe not. 

Deep down, I know that, if I love her, I have to tell her, I have to take the initiative, 勇敢的去追她. I certainty doesn't want to be like Botak, (unfortunately) not brave enough to confess his love to 打架鱼, and hence unable to find out how beautiful this relationship might have been. The movie's ending really made me weep. I certainly fear that day that 我们俩走各自的路程/ wonder how beautiful and complete our lives might have been if we are together. I really want to know and I really want to share my life with her. Yes I knew I have to tell her if I doesn't want to end up like Botak, yet it took me 2-3 months to gain my composure and actually started wooing her.

And the story goes on...

還記得紅豆冰的味道嗎？在赤道國家炎熱的下午，吃進口裡的紅豆冰，冰涼清甜，甚至把嘴巴凍得有點疼了，但是來不及再繼續感受，它卻已融化了